| Name: Eugene a.k.a tAilspo0n Age:19 Words to Describe me: Sensitive, Resistant, Trustworthy, Naive.., Concern, Bad Tempered, Direct.. Others: Everyone Sees me Differently. |
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Fun Times Over... Nuff' Said.. 
Likes: Jap Food. Oysters. Ice Water. Going to The Seaside, Look At The Sea And listen To The music Played in a Nearby 24 Hr Restaurant @ 1-4 a.m.. Singing. Sleeping. Listening Music(all Types) Seeing People happy. Dislike: Being Accused, Ingrates, Hypocrites, Bacstabbers. Main Page |
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*People Im With.. Cant Live Without You
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Wants | "You"... Study Hard, Sleep... |
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Dreams | Part Time/Full Time Song Writer In the future.. Get My Songs Finalised With Music.. Cut An Album Being A Better Person |
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Lovely Moon... Lovely Night... Under the Light... I Bid You Goodnight |
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Im Walkin Awae From Troubles in My life...cause ill find a better day.. |
Monday, October 18, 2004
Sitting by The Trees, thinking of your Smile.How We got know each Other. Each And Every while..
Shimmering Light From The Open Sea Glimmering in the Night.
There Lays The Tranquility. And Here A lonesome Sight..
A Breeze Blew Upon My Very face, Laid Back I tried To Smile.
Here I tried Laughing, I Couldn't make A sound.
A Sigh. Thats It. Its All there is. Slowly, It Became A frown.
There I stood, Emotions Abide. Hopin for someone by my side.
Tears Would Have Fallen, But None Were Seen.
My heart's broken. How Many Could See?
If only You're to see How Im So Deeply Damage
Wishing u were here. If My Dreams Could Be A reality.
My Life Would Leave No trails Of fears.
For its you in my mind.
When Everyone is Saying No.
I Believe In Faith And time.
Its Here In which I'll end Today..
Foolishly Dreaming You'd Be mine
Saturday, August 07, 2004
Its You I think of everyday..
Your Smiles.. The Sparkles In Your eyes..
I looked at you, And Smiled.
And You noticed Me.
It Took My Breathe away.
They Say Love need No reason, And I Understood.
I Want to be a better Man, To be the one You To hold You When Time Are tough.
And Every Second. I think Back of that special Day.
We'd chat and laugh, And I laid My Head Near you.
And We Sat there In Silence.
It was the moment of my life. And I give it all for it again
I wish Time Would Stop.
A Smile Was All there is,
And I saw "You"
The One whom Ive been waiting for all my life
When i thought things would Die out, My Life Crashes, And I Stood there. Bleeding Inside.
One day, We exchanged glances, And The Amber glowed.
I'll Be By Your Side. Always.
Par/By Eugene
Monday, August 02, 2004
When I Looked at You in school today. Part Of me felt happy to see you laughing and smiling.. But Part Of me Was hurting badly.. Tattered and torn.. And I can't speak. Unable to utter a word. I just want to talk to you about the day we went out together.. But yet in school. We created a charade. My brain stopped working. And I just cant think of anything else to talk to you.. The Only way i could speak to you.. the only way possible.. is like the way i spoke to you that very afternoon.. that very evening..
Everytime i smile.. My heart cracks.. Everytime I laugh.. It bleeds A lil more everytime.. Inside.. Im crying.. Whatever I do.. I cant seem to keep you off my mind. My feelings for you get stronger.. and stronger.. And that passion.. What was once an amber Became a Raging fire, Waiting to spread Out of me. In turn. I resisted. And I got burnt..
I cant become numb.. Cause you opened that doorway in my heart, unlocking all my feelings... It takes over me.. Outside, Im Just Smiling at you.. Glancing at you in a distant.. Having casual talks with you..
If i could Cry, The tears Would Be for you. Alas...
I wish I could Hold Your hand.. I dream of you just ytd night.. And I wokeup in an instant, Scurrying for my phone. No Beep, No Vibration. No messages.
-nothing-
And I Lay awake the whole night..... Life is never going to be the same without you
Sunday, August 01, 2004
You make me feel special.. You make me feel different.
I Inhale, and exhale.. And Its Your voice I hear.
Amongst The Tempo, the Beat Of techno.
I drift into slumber Once Again.
And Sorrow Shadows My heart.
Drowning in Dark Water.
My Head Dip Downwards.
I yearn to hold your Hand. But an Illusion.
It fades into thin air.
And I fall..........
Today, I found A Music Link for My Main Page. I do not know the song, I Just Like the tune.. Its being played with a synthesisor.. keyboard.. And As it plays over and over again.. I Tried to put myself in your shoes. I know how you're feeling.. that Uncertainty, Not knowing what steps to take, cause not 1 is worth enough for you to put trust on.. Believe it or not.. Im feeling the same way to.. Unsure... Unsure of how you feel for me.. And Needles Are puncturing My Heart. Even when things look Certain from the surface.. i need some signs.. Some form of assurance... If Its my fault for being too Impatient Just Blame it All on my heart. Cause It Aches too much for you... When I laid eyes on you. I never felt a thing. When I got to know you. It Tingles me. When We Started Chatting, I felt Warm all over. And when we just kept Quiet.. I feel peace. God knows what attracts me to you.. The Smile? The personality? Or our passion for music.. ive yet to find that answer.. But Now, The pain is unbearable. For you, I will withhold them all and show a gentle smile, A Light Hearted Chuckle.. Just To hope you'll feel better As You try to Sort the confusion in your life, to give you more "space". I Hold this mask upon my face. And Wince Upon The Pain inside me. I grit Hard as my teeth trembles, refraining myself to say those 3 sacred words... "I Love You"... Loving you always.. tAiLspo0n Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Ive ever made a plan, To get by life through studying.
Friday, July 23, 2004
I said nothing will ever matter.. Cause No one understands.
Ive heard so many speaking, Ive heard too many words.
Irony of life, Its you who changed me first.
You never seem to talk alot.
You've always acted rough.
For me, I see a lil' girl inside.
Its the one whom i wish to love.
It may be wishful thinking.. I pray its not another dream.
Cause Dreams could become reality.
Right now.. I just feel empty.
Time without you linger slow..
Never get much replies.. I hold on.. Feeling cold.
Regardless how i told myself
Of "what if, Why and How??"
Suddenly when there's "U" in sight
All Doubts are just erased.
The bitterness i feel inside.
Are gone, no more, no trace.
I realise Ive fallen for You.
"Beau Cul Belle Guele" Please stay..
Par/by tAiLspo0n to "U"
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
And how do we compare what we love most in life? A moment of escape? Seeking attention from music, it'll never fail. Its been 1/2 hour since i tried to play "Numb" On the Piano. Simple melodic D, F, E and A. No Sharps Nor Flats Needed. Took me awhile to identify the keys. Looking Forward to play it on the right hand tmr. It'll take sometime before i can play it together without mistakes. Practice practice practice.. =)
Have to remember to clean up the mess... Its all over the room! *smiles*
"Nostalgic Pass" by tAiLspo0n
Forgetting the moments, Now's just you and me.
Leave the Radio on, Let The Music Play.
We'll cherish this moment, Im bless Today.
A hush and there's silence.
Its A day We Won't sleep.
Its Sparkles I see.
Never Been So Beautiful.
Of all the thats living
All Thats Been said.
Dance With me Darling,
Fall to My Arms.
We Shant Do As We're told.
Aye, We'll not run.
I'll Never Regret
Foolishness is such.
Its The Worth That You See,
And No one Believes.
The reason Is Simple,
Like the trees, Like the leaves.
Love Was, had been the answer..
For both you and me.